Being hit hard with depression;
Constantly feeling sick,mentally and physically..
An overwhelming feeling of nothingness.
Feeling worthless...
A failure...
Sleepless nights..
Grades dropping..
Eating habits changed..
Losing weight rapidly..
Distant from everyone and everything...
Tired all the time...
Thoughts of leaving it all behind..
Family nor friends could understand..
No one to go to..
No one to understand the pain,I am going through;
so whats the point?
But I am fighting it

If I had the chance to kill myself without hurting the people I love,I'd do it.

Without thinking.

In a heartbeat 

 

This is my second page,I gave it a title as THOUGHT RECORDER because I want to share my thoughts,even though I have a blog,sometimes thoughts can be negative or positive,and even if the viewers like it or not,I like to be true to myself..Because my life is my own...Do not hesitate to comment,or say out loud,I learn from mistakes...

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